Thursday, June 20, 2013

If u got something, Eat it well !

Have you ever heard about tension improve your skill in writing ? ternyata bener banget lo.
Some of people talk about 21st century and its attributes, why? some reasons? what? let's find out!.
Membedah pola pikir manusia itu emang gak segampang kita bilang a terus dibalik jadi b, but somehow, kita punya standart buat nilai pola pikir mana yang emang udah bener, perlu dibenerin, atau yang udah soaked.Parahnya lagi bicara soal pola pikir orang lain itu sedikit susah, kenapa karena emang pola yang ada itu yang nyiptain orang itu sendiri,

Pernah kita denger soal gimana sih adapted, hubungannya apa? wow banyak. Kalau kita gak bisa sama yang namanya adaptasi, kita kudu bener-bener kenal sama yang namanya kicked, kicked dari mana sih? *excuse me, social life (read: unwanted, ignored). Balik lagi ke konsep dasar hidup kita di dunia yang katanya bulet ini, ada sebab kemudian muncul akibat, sama banget kalau kita gak bisa sama yang namanya interaksi dalam siklis timbal balik kehidupan sosial, ya akibatnya udah pasti kesebelah kiri a.k.a negatif.

Sebenarnya yang dijadikan soal adalah saat seseorang sebagai individu berusaha untuk eksis dan hadir di dunia ini sebagai skill tunggal tanpa mengenal sharing, tular-menular atau apalah itu namanya. Jawabannya gimana? pikiran kolot. Kolot itu gak mesti think one step behind loh, tapi orang yang sudah act like can do anything, but did nothing itu yang kadar kolotnya akut. Yang namanya cyclic life pasti ada feedback dong, gimana pun ga bisa dihindari, mau menghindar? silahkan. hutan masih longgar.

Wah think big boleh banget, apalagi feel big penting banget tuh buat pondasi ke-pe-de-an kita, tapi ya seimbang dong dengan bukti dan hasil, kalo hasilnya nothing ya apa bedanya sama tong. Kenceng banget tuh kalo ngomong tapi nol. Sarannya sih ga usah muluk-muluk, cukup sadar dimana kita hidup gitu aja sih, selama masih punya sesuatu gak ada salahnya buat do at least something. Daripada gak sama sekali, dan belum belum udah bilang No, itu malah bikin orang yang sadar gak sadar ngimpact banget jadi kayak, this person is such a virus or a waste as hell. kan ga enak banget kalau dinilai eksis enggaknya kita itu gak ngaruh banget, means: kalo kita udah lepas dari cyclic life. Terus mau kemana? bikin koma sendiri diujung statement? siap siap aja buat a bunch of LOLs.

Baik banget kalau bisa menghadirkan diri sebagai sosok yang visible dan mau gak mau guna.

Saturday, June 1, 2013

I've always wanted to go

"...Baby I'm from New York!
Concrete jungle where dreams are made of,
There's nothing you can't do
 Now you're in New York!..."


Wait. Hold on. Before you judge me or something. This is totally different with nationalism, well i talk about something different. Again, something different :)




Talking about my last year in high school, reminded me of my dream to go to New York. My close friends already knew this is due to broadway, some brands (lol), skyscrapers, and glee ... but wait it's not about NYADA, of course I know that NYADA doesn't really exist or just fiction in glee. The rest is this is about my future education.

There is my dream university out there, and it's located in New York, it's called Columbia University. I really want to study journalism and business there. When i read this Our faculty, a diverse group of award-winning professionals, work closely with students to provide a foundation for our graduates to become leaders in a fast-changing news media, it makes me like okay i want it so bad, i have to go. it's about journalism school out there, this thing can be my stepping stone to be a part of Fox.

I have a silly idea, that by the time I get married and have child, I want to move to new york when my child is 4 years old. I don't know why it should be so, but I just wanted to, and it's only ambition, It can be changed.

When i see my seniors graduated two days ago, i just thought that there are a bunch of things i need to do before my graduation next year. I wish i have accapted by one of my dream-university in Indonesia before the graduation day. I can achieve some "goods" again in my final year, and graduate from high school without regrets, and i can hear my family and my close people say "I'm proud of u" again. 


Wish Allah always by my side and help my every single effort, and set happy days for me and family, also my friends. amien, :)