Monday, November 26, 2012


Dear Mom,

                How are you there now? Definitely much better than your past. I'm also getting better. Especially when I read your letter. It was sweet and like a fairy tale. I can not imagine if I were you at that time. maybe I'm not as strong as you.
                Thank you for telling me about it all. It's all like salt that make a savory chicken every morning. Thank you for making me not have to wonder who I was anymore. Your story really long and not as smooth as the roads in America. The story of your life seems like people's feelings when riding a roller coaster, up and down, it's full of surprises. Please pray for me mom, hopefully it can be learned by me in the future. 
                I really want to be a woman like you later. Living in my own way, never give up, no weakness, and stand on my own feet. I'm glad you sent this letter. though I would be very rare to see you or maybe did not meet at all. But I already know that I already have a super mom.
                I do not feel wasted with this. But I'm going to be a new tree as you requested. I do not need to continue to be the missing leaves. I'm going to try as hard as you. thank you already gave me the opportunity to be myself, now or in the future. I certainly will continue to make you proud. And I will prove that I deserve to be a tree with strong roots.
                I miss you mom. Wherever you are. Did you also miss me? did you ever cry for me? We have to meet someday. I want to hug you and tell you about all that I've done. I will send you a letter again, now I have to start preparing to become a tree. Bye mom.

                                                                                                                                                                From my deep heart,


Anonymous said...

believe that you can prove what you want to do

Keep on spirit !!

Febriyan Arif said...

i just wanna do what i want to do :)
thanks nana :D