Mirror and Reflection (2012 - 2013)

In a previous post I have been told that I'm not the type of person who likes to make resolutions for New Year. But I tend to make corrections and try not to make the same mistakes in the new year. I'm not the one who let all of the things flow. But I just want to live happily and regardless as long as I've tried.

I have some plans and desires in 2013, I do not know is more inclined to include a resolution or correction again. Maybe you can help to determine.

Many people describe life as a wheel, sometimes above and sometimes below. There is also someone say that life is like oranges, if you can't definitely take or choose the right one you will get the sour. I now the world doesn't lack of philosophers or poets. But I feel, life does not mean how we think it, but how we feel it, especially feel like we proud for being who we are . Life is not like a shirt that has the size, life can be for whatever we want and expect. Therefore, now I feel I need a plan to start a new life.

Of course I've learned a lot from last year and now I feel that I'm already on the right track and I had to through the track by believing in myself and started to fulfill all  my plans.

Here me go. list of my plans in 2013 that made up because of everything happened last year and these plans will continue even later was no longer 2013:

1. Be happily ever after with my family.
2. Be a good son for my father and a good brother for my little sister
3. Remedials. I'd love to come back as junior high school again, never got remedial and always got score above the standart. I will study harder to gain this.
4. Good Exam Scores. I will study harder for this (again).
5. Achieve more achievements. Especially for my recent competitions, journalist competition again. Wish me luck.
6. Continue my study to my favorite university (UGM).
7. Continue study abroad.
8. Improve my voice,
9. Do some covers
10. Release my very first outfit post.
11. Be more resilient to face defeat and stay humble when get victory
12. Be nice to everyone.
13. Regretless. because i believe everything happened for a reason.
14. Be positive.
15. Be true to who am i.

That's all. By the time run my plans for the better me and my life will increase by itself

Don't Want An Ending

"...I don't wanna fall out
 But we're all out of time (Is this over?)
 (Don't want an ending)..."

Talking about last year, in 2012 it was like opening an old photo albums that have been put in boxes in a warehouse. And all that albums were selected which should be removed and saved.

The beginning of 2012  was a nice day because it is still the same as ever. In 2012 I learned so much about life. Especially before stepping on the end of the year. I feel so me at the beginning of 2012. I feel that it should have a pleasant feeling.

January. I could say it was fun with knick knacks of new year eve and resolutions. Actually I'm not the type of person who likes to make resolutions but when someone asks about it, I started it up. And the most typical of this month is the sound of trumpets, fireworks and being around the family. That's sweet!.


February. I was tired of drama and i was tired with february. Why?  I had too much bullied, cheated or whatever what it is called. Which obviously it causes resentment but that's also fun, The february of 2012 was my 5th real birthday. It isn't sucks to be me but i just proud of who am i and how i was born and as who. How I was bullied? First, a dozen of my friends in the class caught me at gym class and tied me in a palm tree and threw me with flour mixture, something like a mush. And i can't imagine the texture. Second, My housemates were pranking me by taking my laptop and hid in one of the suitcases in the room and well at the time I really need my lovely laptop for blog competition. But technically I like the way they celebrate a special and rare-day of my life. And honestly it made ​​me cry a bit much. Don't laugh at me for a second after you read this. 


March. There was nothing special going on in March, but there were exams that kept me busy. Especially midterm. I was able to control my days for exam preparation at that time. And finally I get a pretty similar marks with marks that I expected.


April. April mop didn't apply in my life. Why? there was no reason for me to do so. So, there was still nothing special happened, exception for examinations and minor issues which are reasonable.

Spring January 2013

New year eve...