I don't know why, but it was always like this. When i close to the last year, surely the time will be felt very quickly. Like yesterday was the first year. I'm totallly a messed right now. It's really hard to deal with my feeling. yes, i'm happy because after this will be the college or university time. But just list all the things i have to pass-through in order to happily end this year and done with all the stuffs without regrets.
It little bit makes me freak out or something, but wait it doesn't mean i can't believe on myself. I just get shocked by the shocking time lol. The time was too rush, and such a hurry. It's hard to figure out when the condition talks about t.i.m.e, it's something out of our control and can be worst if we don't use it wisely.
Talking about final year or 12th grade, i will make a list consists of things i need to do, i have to do, and i want to do. Of course i don't want to be a jerk in this final year. I'll try my best to gain all my dreams and to actualize all my plans. I will leave my unimportant or time-wasted stuffs during this final year.
Anyway, i was little bit confused when i first wrote this feature and put the title. Why Time Out? i think it because this is my really final year after preschool, kindergarten, elementary school, and junior high school. It's such an exciting thing to realize that no longer for me for a new life. Colleger's life, thats so cool! can't hardly wait for that. Hopefully it can bring more funny stuffs than my life in senior high.
Mmm... honestly i write this feature in midnight, it's about 11.30pm and sorry if maybe my imagination about this topic is messed up or something, but i'm still exciting for the brand new life after high school lol. I think all my friends will heve the different thoughts about this. And ya, this is my own :p
Tuesday, May 14, 2013
Dear Ayik
How's life ? How's your 17-years-old-days? several months left for your birthday, it's about two months, that's so cool!, but you know what i used to wish you all the best, and i hope you always try to be the better me all the time.
mm.... anyway, how's your 12th grade year ? is that good ? i hope so. I believe you always try your best to face all the exams and "the stuffs". Please, i beg you, don't ever look back!. Just deal with your upcoming future. Look, i'm the person who know you much than anyone else. Forget all the pains!, you'll be paid for all your efforts.
I know that several things darkened your days this pas 8 or 9 months, but who knows the reasons of God to gave you those kind of challenges, You'll be a big man soon, a big man with all your dreams come true and God pays your efforts. I trust you more than my past. You'll graduate from high school and continue your study in your favorite university. Don't miss your whole-life-dream to go to New York and get a chance to study in Yale.
What you need to do now is keep your own coffee (red: life) and don't let anyone put some unknown stuffs there, don't let them interfare your own if it will make you mess. If you're now a messed after all that you've been through, just figure out a to find the pieces of the puzzle to fit your life again.
I think too much now, as you know i'm over thinker. So ah, i need to end this letter, and sum this up with your reply when your dreams one by one come true. I'm glad to talk to myself in 8 or 9 months later. Again, this is unusual for me to write on myself but that's so cool! lol. Oke, maybe now i have to end this letter, thanks for give me some pieces of your crowd-scheduled-time. I will always wish you for the best. Good luck with your all stuffs, see ya in our bright future, (amien...)
From deeply thoughts and feelings,
Ayik in the past
mm.... anyway, how's your 12th grade year ? is that good ? i hope so. I believe you always try your best to face all the exams and "the stuffs". Please, i beg you, don't ever look back!. Just deal with your upcoming future. Look, i'm the person who know you much than anyone else. Forget all the pains!, you'll be paid for all your efforts.
I know that several things darkened your days this pas 8 or 9 months, but who knows the reasons of God to gave you those kind of challenges, You'll be a big man soon, a big man with all your dreams come true and God pays your efforts. I trust you more than my past. You'll graduate from high school and continue your study in your favorite university. Don't miss your whole-life-dream to go to New York and get a chance to study in Yale.
What you need to do now is keep your own coffee (red: life) and don't let anyone put some unknown stuffs there, don't let them interfare your own if it will make you mess. If you're now a messed after all that you've been through, just figure out a to find the pieces of the puzzle to fit your life again.
I think too much now, as you know i'm over thinker. So ah, i need to end this letter, and sum this up with your reply when your dreams one by one come true. I'm glad to talk to myself in 8 or 9 months later. Again, this is unusual for me to write on myself but that's so cool! lol. Oke, maybe now i have to end this letter, thanks for give me some pieces of your crowd-scheduled-time. I will always wish you for the best. Good luck with your all stuffs, see ya in our bright future, (amien...)
From deeply thoughts and feelings,
Ayik in the past
Monday, May 13, 2013
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