1st Day a.k.a Senior Year

Hei out there!
wats up?
lol

"How is the atmosphere?"
"Cool."
"How cool?,"
"Dunno. not much different. Just realized that i'm getting older. uh!"
"That's good. U grow buddy!"
"Hows ur first day?"
"It should not be my first day of this year, but i make it earlier,"
"why?"
"nothin to do. Suggest now!"
"What? mm take a rest!"
"fine."
"Click."
"Click."

something above? It is the conversation between a and b via cellphone.

----- 4th of July 2013
time time time time time. It feels like my very first time in high school but it is my first day in my last year of high school.
Happy? ya. Sad? not really (means: a little bit ya)
As i asked my friends, some of them said that they hardly realized that they are the eldest in high school now.
So do i.
I feel like, i stuck on my age and forever 16 or 17.
mental system matter? no. i'm getting ready but the time.
There are a dozen of things to do. to be sure that i will graduate and the important thing is a marathon of exams. Awaiting!
Hei readers i came to my dormitory this afternoon and wish all the things work well.
Don't just read please. wish me luck and pray for me :)
For the whole pupils, i mean students intake 2011.

Wish the success for the exams, university requirement, and the brand-new-life of school. :)
xoxo.

Owned Oen's Day

I just used my saturday-not really mornin to walkin around Malang Town with Wicak and Dayin and hanged out in a very well-known ice cream spot. But ya, we had to deal with the limit-times, we just had around an hour to walkin around. So ya, we used our time little-bit-well. Just thought that there's no rush lol.

This place gave me a very nice impression since i entered the venue, went to order, and chose my seat. Really high recommended for vintage-seekers. i really doted by the atmosphere, felt like i was in dutch-colonial-era, the properties, interior and even the waiters' costume with their white long blazer and classic headgear, hardly vintage!.

Don't mind to advertising something but this is truely my sense :). Another plus-point that made us heavy to leave the seat is the jazzy and classic performance by the band. That was cool and catched my eyes, so my ears.

This was a silly expressions but i just felt free to post those lol :D oh ya, you know what? when we enjoyed our ice cream, we met with a sweet couple of grandma and grandpa, maybe they are around 50-something years old and they looked very sweet and enjoying their own old life, a kind of fortunate couple.

Ya. we ordered 3 banana splits and each banana split had 3 scops of ice cream to taste in different flavor surely. And i loved the chocolate one, not really sugary but tasty. And this not really charged our wallet. :)

And as the closing before we leave, we filled a questionnaire. That was good idea as buyers' media to talk and tell somethin. Inspiration to form and own a business pals :)

-Vampire-

If i will be vampire, lol. I just can't stop laugh-out-loud when write this post.
It didn't mean i have no idea to write about this topic, but honestly i'm inspired by Twillight saga, Vampire Diaries serial and when i was tumblr-ing and i found Marilyn Manson's song "If I Was Your Vampire" :)

Vampire known by their charisma of darkness. That's cool.
Yes. the views of vampire has changed. First vampire depicted with a glamour castle, long dress and royal robes. But now the 21st century vampire portrayed in a suit and cool clothes to show that they are not left behind by civilizations and they present around us.
If i will be a vampire, I will do many things that no human being can do. Every vampire has their own skill and ability, they can see the future, the past and read people's minds.
If i will be a vampire, I probably would never have regrets. why? because i was able to fix all my mistakes next year, five years again, even decades longer. lol.
If i will be a vampire, I'd decided to be a vegetarian vampire, because ya how's the taste to drink human blood as food?
but the most importantly, if i will be a vampire, maybe I will not get separated from my family, because if i will be a vampire, of course, before me, my family was a family of vampires. lol :D
just take care then... haha

BIAS

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NU DESIGN

FROM MY DEEP HEART

This weeks is the climax of my life. although this month "February" is my birth month should be a happy thing, but I feel different. I was a nobody, I was not able to do anything, even if it's just for myself. tired of this, my achievements are always difficult, I am longing to achieve extremely difficult. what is wrong? what else is on? I've tried, can be much better (again). I can not just cry, whine and hear the babble-babble. I just want to be my true self, get it all. Was selfish? well, I would not do it again, trying for the umpteenth time. So what should I do? any suggestions?

Tired of this. in what way I should end it? to give up hope? dreaming? daydream? god .. please change it all .. I want yan better yet, again again and again. give me ease, give me light. what is actually happening inside of me actually I do not know. frankly I NEED HELP

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